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Do you know what it feels like to be used? [11 Oct 2006|02:37am]
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do you know what its like to feel like you have been walked all over and crushed... used for maybe everything you got... everything you feel... felt....do you know how to handle... handle anything in life at all.. feelings... real true feelings.... do you know how to express.. express the whole feeling your body has...do you know what its like to be alone... all alone..... only you... no one else... do you know what it feels like to realize no one understands anything you're going through.... they never will.. they never will live up to what you have.. they will never go through anything like you have or ever be able to relate to the feelings you have felt... no one will ever know anything about you... except you.... no matter how hard you try to tell someone how things are.. they will never know.. they will never understand the way life is for you... they will never go through life feeling the way you do....they will never know what its like to feel and think the way your mind does....not one person....

EVER.

1 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[02 Sep 2006|09:54pm]
I have the greastest friend in the whole world.

Be jealous.
ONE LOVE

[23 Apr 2006|02:33am]
I don't know what to do anymore. I can't do this. I can't be here. I need a vacation and I need a bestfriend. I need someone. Someone that doesn't have anyone else.
2 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[01 Mar 2006|01:52am]
I just want to be with you and be happy...




:(
1 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[21 Feb 2006|12:00am]
It's still all so confusing and I can't get over it.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I will never get over you.
I don't understand.
ONE LOVE

[16 Feb 2006|01:47am]
so today was an alright day..
i was pretty much dissapointed because the one person i would of loved to get and call from or even just a message telling me happy birthday didnt even bother to do either of those at all..it saddens me alot...it would of made my day ..


fuck it...
ugh

:(
1 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[09 Feb 2006|10:17pm]


Who else is love?
pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005
ONE LOVE

[03 Feb 2006|05:29am]
He Don't Know How Much I Need Him.
He Don't Know I''d Fall Apart...............
Without His Kiss, :-*Without His Touch,
Without His Faithful, Loving Arms .
He Don't Know That It's All About Him .
He Don't Know I Can't Live Without Him .
He's My World, He's My Eeverything .




And There Isn't Anything I Wouldn't Do To Have That All Back.

I Love Him.


Just One More Chance.
2 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[28 Jan 2006|09:28pm]
Im sick and I wish you were here to keep me company and take care of me..

I miss you.
ONE LOVE

:( [20 Jan 2006|08:18pm]
The feelings I'm feeling are killing me.







KoRnkid1007 (8:18:40 PM): you know its worse when it gets better
ONE LOVE

you guys are mean as fuck. [19 Jan 2006|11:38pm]
People have feelings
ONE LOVE

[17 Jan 2006|11:07pm]
You are always on my mind.
ONE LOVE

[29 Dec 2005|11:41pm]
reading something that once made me so happy has never hurt so much before in my life
I LOVE you Adam forever.

I
Promised

and I will keep that.

I never gave up.
I promised that.
I kept that.

I never left.



?
ONE LOVE

[27 Dec 2005|03:48am]
[ mood | greatly depressed ]

Never forget the time you made me feel alive
When death was on my mind
Or when you held onto me
When the world let me fall behind
You were love to me rather than just a word
A friend was all you were
And it changed my heart
Stood next to me through the storm
Felt the wounds and kept me warm
Something I had never seen before
And I thank you .

ONE LOVE

[26 Dec 2005|10:41pm]
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even understand how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know how much it hurts.
You don't even know.
ONE LOVE

[23 Dec 2005|04:24am]
I miss Kris Wakeling
1 ♥ - ONE LOVE

[21 Dec 2005|04:40pm]
ImissYOURhairImissYOUReyesImissYOURfaceImissYOURtouchImissYOURloveImissYOURhugsImissYOURkissesImissYOURvoiceImissYOURactionsImissYOURpresenceImissYOURwarmthImissYOURwordsImissYOURsillynessImissYOURlookImissYOU
ONE LOVE

[12 Dec 2005|02:32pm]
I swear i never felt pain like this before.
It hurts so much i dont even know what i am supposed to do or how i am supposed to feel about anything
i hate this.
i love you more than anything and i know that for sure,
and it hurts even more to know that i can never
kiss you
hug you
or hold on to you
or lay next to you and sleep
i loved all of that so much and this is by far going to be the hardest thing i ever had to do in my whole life.
letting go of the one person you love with everything..

at least we will still be friends and im not so sure how i can deal with that for a while cuz i know its going to hurt to look at you and not even be able to hold you and tell you i love you. you were all i ever wanted. and now just friends. thats always better than nothing. and im glad you care enough to not want me to hate you. and thats good. I will never hate you adam jacob riedlinger. I love you with everything and i always will. your the greatest person i know. I will always be here.
2 ♥ - ONE LOVE

</3 [10 Dec 2005|09:35pm]
I cry till I can't cry no more.
I cry till I can't breath.
I cry till I can't see.

even though it doesn't help anything.


It hurts more everyday...

It hurts so much....

I can't handle it.

I feel like I want to die...


</3
ONE LOVE

[07 Dec 2005|02:56pm]
Everyone has the chance to make a difference, everyone has a chance to change.When you retrace the steps of your life, will you have used every opportunity given? Mediocrity is a choice that you must not make. Take your chance to make a change, be an example of what's within. Live what you preach and preach what you live. Let your words be the spark but let your actions be the flame that will burn the truth into the world. Don't let your silence be a tool for the enemy. Always speak the truth .. And with the flame of the truth burning within our hearts ... WE WILL SET THIS WORLD ABLAZE
ONE LOVE

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